Day 118 – Positives

I am slowly getting used to the new layout of WordPress, but then everything I do is slow these days 🙂 ! Lets hope that they do not “up”grade it again any time soon. My blog Worst Day of the Year tells you it is not easy finding anything positive about today, I have been stuck in the past for 13 years and the change it has caused me, however today is the day that I start to look forward. I cannot afford to keep living in the past as it stops me looking at the present let alone to the future. I have a great support network now, I am slowly starting to accept my limitations and ways to get around or over the things I have difficulty with, I also got to share today with my LG my niece who was full of smiles and with my mum babysitting us all. This evening I had cuddles during the nightly bedtime routine of Scooby Doo (yes our 3 yo LG loves the spookiness), she is definitely a contender to be Anakin and embracing the Dark Side of the Force, as my young Padawan I intend to not let this happen. The first thing I need to do is to stop focusing on the Dark Side myself. A very wise and powerful master said

“Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering”

Ok so today’s positives have taken on a surreal nature but it is a new beginning for me, a new period in my life and a new path to tread. I look forward to this challenge.

This evening my wife and I sat down and watched a Netflix movie with 1 and 3/4 stars but we wanted a thriller, we actually both really enjoyed it, it was predictable in places but still it was a good watch, or at least we thought so!

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