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I am the first to be frustrated by people who park like the photos below, blocking dropped kerbs and whole payments and it drives me insane the excuses you hear. Everybody seems so caught up in their own lives that as a society people forget their are others to think about.
Yesterday a builder did it and as my daughter politely pointed out as we squeezed through cutting over plants the parking was rubbish. I said (as it was early) hopefully he’s just unloading and will move it later. Sadly not. For nearly 3 days a pavement was blocked and it didn’t need to be.
Today however as I was scooting home a BT Openreach van was blocking the pavement. Now I don’t like mentioning companies in my blog as they don’t necessarily have the opportunity to defend themselves, today though it is a positive story so credit where credit is due. He was if there is such a thing as doing it perfectly blocking the pavement perfectly. Not only were signs up for pedestrians as a large hole was uncovered on the pavement but the man working was brilliant. He was keeping an eye out for pedestrians and with all the school traffic about he went into the road to ensure it was safe for me to go round his van, I couldn’t see past it so had no idea where the cars were. The man without needing to be asked, did it automatically and made sure I passed safely. It seems like a small thing for most people as you can step off the pavement and peer round vehicles however for me on my scooter I have no choice but to go into the road and today without the man’s help I would have literally been chancing passing the van to luck.
It just goes to show that there is a right and a wrong way to do things, there are no excuses for bad parking, but workers who need to do a job could learn a lot from the BT man this morning. I like to give people the benefit of doubt especially when working, but your one or two seconds really can be the difference to someone’s life, trip out etc. I don’t always have my PA with me and I want to be able to be independent, I am however always dependent on a community having common sense. It isn’t always easy but it can be done.
Parking like this is however always a no, no, and can lead to you being prosecuted by the police. Worse though it can lead to someone feeling isolated in their community afraid to go out or in danger in the middle of the road. Please just stop and think when you park am I blocking pedestrians, wheelchairs, pushchairs dropped kerbs, would I want my child or relative put at risk. Never think I’ll only be a few minutes it won’t matter. It does it really does!
When I started my blog I promised to bare it all warts and all but the truth is this year I haven’t had it in me to write. I try to remain positive, I try to find solutions not just problems, I try to look forward with hope and happiness and I try above all else to show the world that despite my pain and disability life goes on. The reality is that this year I have been floundering so that it has felt that most of the year my head has been spent below water only managing to capture the odd breath of air keeping me alive.
It hasn’t just been my own health that has been the worst I’ve experienced that is the issue, the year has been my own annus horribilis. It started with the news that someone I love with all my heart had breast cancer and to further complicate the issue no immediate operation could be completed as she also had deep vein thrombosis. For the past 7 months we have as a family been very worried whilst all the time trying to remain positive. This in itself has caused a series of knock on affects, the most significant of which for me is the acceptance that I needed a part time carer to help throughout the day. Another huge step on my journey. I am pleased to say the prognosis is good now for my loved one following a mastectomy.
Following this diagnosis Granny with the white hair at the age of 92 passed away after a brief spell in hospital. She was the kindest and most loving grandparent you could wish for. Sadly she was diagnosed with Alzheimers towards the end of last year and although the end came quickly and peacefully it wasn’t any easier. Not only did she until last year get up early to cook fresh scones whenever we visited she was a great source of comfort for our family and my wife has happy childhood memories spent with her. Losing your grandparents I guess is a part of life as they get older, but it doesn’t make it any easier.
One of my best friends moved away for personal reasons with very little in the way of a goodbye, and it is easier for him to have no contact with me, despite several messages and emails from me. His brother was one of my best friends and he died 13 years ago after a night out with me. It now feels as if I have lost them both.
Shortly after this news a friend, former footballer and colleague, mentor and genuinely all round top bloke was diagnosed with Terminal Cancer. He went from winning darts tournaments in April to saying his final goodbyes in June. This hit me hard as I am fast approaching 40 and I have lost too many people in my life already. Another former colleague lost her battle with cancer this month and another friend had been working off his bucket list as he was given months to live earlier this year. He passed away this month and we said our goodbyes to him last Wednesday, complete with a Motorbike Parade and Guard of Honour. This all hurts and has contributed to it being a hard year. Stress aggravates my pain, sleepless nights and guilt for not seeing them more make me question how good a friend and person I am and makes me hate my disability. It is hard to explain the physical as well as mental affect these sort of things have on me. I know when I look back on the year there will have been fun and positives it is just so hard to see them when the lows have been so extreme.
So my blog has been neglected, my pain has spiked, and something had to give. The blog was the easiest thing I have that I could stop and so I did. Now I am trying to look forward and adjust to life with my relatively newly appointed PA helping me. To give myself a focus I am on a diet trying to lose weight which is tough when exercise is impossible but I am starting to feel like there is more I can do to help manage the pain and to start living life again. My weight is another jigsaw piece in this and I have lost nearly 2 and a half stone since September. My family did the Alzheimer’s Society memory walk in September in memory of Granny with the white hair and we are now preparing for the Christmas celebrations and our Wedding Anniversary. It has been a tough year, it has been a painful year and I have struggled and so I hid from the blogging, those who know me well knew this, for some of you perhaps this gives you a glimpse into the past year. Fortunately I have a very strong, loving and understanding network of family and friends who help me with the dark times, a wife who I am sure I don’t deserve, children who make me proud and smile and famiends who I can rely on. Here’s hoping that with them I get back on track, that 2018 brings with it fresh challenges and exciting times and a few more blogs…..
Yesterday my wife, LG and and Grandad took a trip to the cinema. This is no easy thing to organise in the first place. Our cinema choice is severely limited by access restrictions before even leaving the house. We have three in Norwich and one in Dereham. Dereham I am yet to try in my wheelchair however a recent purchase of a Spree book means this will change in the near future I am sure. Norwich is an issue as parking at two is limited which means only one really is an option for us. There is a multi storey car park nearby (within easy pushing/wheeling distance) and it has an abundance of disabled parking bays meaning it is ideal. Well in location at least.
It is an Odeon cinema and they have an extensive guide online, they tell you all about their wheelchair spaces, their premier seats and so on. Unfortunately in the Norwich one at least they don’t have premier seats that are accessible in many if any screens, I cannot sit in my wheelchair at the front of a huge cinema looking up to watch a film. The pain is unbearable, it leaves me with the choice of watch the film in pain or drag myself up stairs to comfy seats and watch the film in pain. Not much of a choice really. I have tried to call and speak to a person, but no efficiencies mean that it is an automated service. I had similar issues when trying to book seats for the Star Wars premieres, I cannot book me, a carer and 2 “normal” seats. I am becoming increasingly frustrated with cinema trips, they are anything but relaxing.
Follow this up with our lunch at Frankie & Benny’s, Riverside, Norwich and it was a completely different story. Usually I arrive at a restaurant and immediately a table is set and a chair removed for me to wheel up to the table. Now I’m not saying this isn’t good service, it is. However most restaurants miss one vital step, that is asking me if I can transfer out of my wheelchair (which I can) and whether I would rather sit in my chair or at the table. Why you ask, well wheelchairs aren’t designed to be sat at a restaurant table easily, I am often knocked or get my handles bashed, not fun whilst you are eating, and also because some chairs are more comfortable to sit on when eating. I want to give the staff here for top marks, first of all for asking the question, and secondly for asking me the question not the person who was pushing me. Top marks for awareness here. A simple, can you transfer from your wheelchair sir? and this is your table would you like to transfer and we can take your chair or stay in it were two fantastic questions and I wish I had taken the name of the staff to thank them properly. It is a small thing but it shows fantastic awareness. MY chair is my legs when I go out but I am not super glued to it. The Odeon could learn from this and offer alternative access/design and more comfortable seating options in their screens.
That leaves me the ugly, not much more I can say really………………..
Below is a link to the first ever video I have uploaded to you tube and social media. With it I posted the attached message
This morning I took this video showing why pavement blocking is a serious matter for disabled people and that they can’t just go down a dropped kerb when their path is blocked, sometimes you can’t see things blocking you and there is nowhere to get off the pavement. As we cut across the garden my 4 year old was saying how bad the parking was and how dangerous it was and that she felt naughty walking on someone else’s garden, she was right on all counts. This vehicle was blocking the whole pavement despite the road being plenty wide enough to not need to do it. I have deliberately not zoomed in on the van as this isn’t about slating a company it is about educating people as to why you can’t just step/wheel into the road as there is not always a dropped kerb to wheel down and for others there is no view to safely go into the road and round the obstruction. Had the garden had a little wooden fence like the first one in the video we would have been stuck. My daughter would have been guiding me back to a dropped kerb and we would have been late for nursery. All because someone didn’t think. So when you park, stop, check the road, is it wide enough to not need to be on the pavement, if it isn’t make sure the path isn’t blocked. If you are delivering goods to work I understand drop them off, have some one there to advise people and then move as soon as possible. This vehicle wasn’t unloading and had been there 30+ minutes before I took my video.
The video isn’t intended to cast any bad aspersions on the person who parked there just to highlight the difficulties it can create. I will be the first to admit that before I became disabled I didn’t think about this when parking and it is only now I realise the issues it causes people. This is why I took the video. It is intended to educate not castigate. The van is still parked there some 3 hours later 😦
This comes naturally to a spoonie neglecting life, even when you are consciously trying not to do it. The stress just makes sure that you end up doing it. I have found 2017 really tough. My health has been worse, important people in my family have been ill and diagnosed with cancer, my granny with the white hair who I’ve blogged about before passed away last week and a good friend who I have previously worked with and played football with died after a short but aggressive battle with Cancer the week before. It is undeniably an incredibly tough time emotionally and physically. The knock on affect is that my moods swing, people get upset with my mood and comments and not just the flippant comments but sincere ones to.
I lie and say things are OK, but really inside my head and heart are shouting why, what the fuck! Every year I think next year will be better for us, next year I’ll have more time for my family and friends, next year will be our year. Once again I find myself wanting another year to be over in hope of another year being better.
Now this isn’t a woe is me post as there will always be people feeling worse than me, it’s more of a post acknowledging that I am human and at times I need help. I have spent many months sorting a personal budget and a PA to help me, another big step in my journey of needing help. I am trying to sort a power chair, I have my PIP assessment paperwork to complete, my motability car contract to renew and my driving capability assessment to complete. I have another MRI scan because of my recent falls and tests for issues with my bowels and my diary is full. Not full with fun stuff but important stuff. The spoons just don’t go as far these days.
Life is tiring at the moment and there are good people I have not seen in months. I’ve done two blogs in about 3 months and I’ve missed a number of WAG events. All of this makes me feel like I’m letting you all down. I struggle daily to get dressed and do normal things and I worry about most people before myself. It means the pressure builds and I forget things. Life has to be planned meticulously and I hate not being able to be spontaneous with my family and friends.
It is even harder at times like this when I see friends and family mourning and missing loved ones and not being able to instantly drop everything and be there. So whilst I have been neglecting life recently please know it is not through choice but necessity. Some long battles and some short ones have taken their toll on me and the need for so much change has left me tired. I’m hoping things will improve but I always say this, so if you’ve been waiting for a catch up, a blog or even a text ping me another message, I will get back to you. I’m just prioritising spoons for DWP paperwork, social services paperwork and two funerals celebrating lives of two important people.
For now peace out, be kind to one another, look for what makes you unique but also gives you shared causes to believe in and remember if I can keep on wheeling so can you!
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